You’re fucking kidding me….

I’m stuck here for another fucking MONTH.

A GODDAMN MONTH.

FUCK ME.

SO FUCKING INSANE

So I’m about to blow my top….again…only this time my top wont be fixable.  I swear to you that I am about to totally go off on a good part of my family, and with good reason too.

I’m going stir crazy at the moment, everything seems to be coming to a head and I want to blow the FUCKING WORLD up.

grrrrrrrrrrrrr…………..

I hate Arkansas

I hate old people

I hate old people towns

I hate McDonalds that close WAY TO FUCKING EARLY

I hate hurricanes

I hate Gustav

It figures….

So as some of you may or may not know, I live in Southern Louisiana.  Apparently that’s not a good place to be living when it comes to hurricanes and extreme weather.  How fun, you know what I mean?  So here I am, stuck in Arkansas thanks to a fucking freak of nature known as Hurricane fucking Gustav, or as my anti-russian family has dubbed it, the Soviet Hurricane.  So I’m none to pleased, IF YOU CANT TELL.

As much as I love my grandmother, I don’t like the idea of being here for more than a week or so.  And then there’s the whole thing that my fucking job is pissing me off because they’re yelling at me because I HAD to evacuate.  Dude, wtf…where the hell do jobs get off doing that?  I’m so fucking pissed sometimes and this time I am so pissed off I want to shoot someone.

I just want to crawl into MY bed and snuggle up next to my pillows and enjoy the safety of my room (which apparently isnt safe at all right now).  What the hell.  This is so not fair.  Screw the fucking weather, I am TIRED of it.

Where does this world get off doing this to me?

Blahblahblah

My life can be ultimately summed up in one word; blah.

And boy does it sum my life up.  I’m melancholy about my job, I’m ready to quit, ready to go away, I’m sick of doing the same thing over and over again (oh and that thing, it’s called nothing).  I want something different, something new, something that feels worth it.  It’s not like I’m making any money at this job right now, as it is I’m barely meeting ends meet, and sadly I cant blame it on the economy, I can only blame it on the stupidity of my superiors, and my own stupidity for blindly following them out of loyalty.

It’s so fucking frustrating.  Right now I am so utterly pissed off life, and there’s really nothing I can do about it other than apply at other jobs and try to get a job that pleases my inner sense of adventure (or something like that), but anyway, enough about that.

Ode to FFXI

So here I am, browsing through Fry’s Electronics store and what do I see…only the greatest gift to man ever, FFXI for the Xbox 360.  I was so pleased that I found it that I just had to pick it up, and pick it up I did.  The game is amazing!  For a game that was initially released 4 years ago, the graphics are wonderful, the player interface is lovely, and the theme is delightful.  I am eternally pleased with FFXI.  I even joined a Linkshell!  What a unique thing it is (not really).

Wow, what’s with my unmetered sarcasm today?  <_<

Anyway, I joined a linkshell called “Army of Hades.”  I know so cliche right?  Wrong!  It’s cool, reminds me of an old IRC channel, which that in itself is pretty damn scary, I mean who wants to be stuck in IRC again?  Not me I tell you, not me.

But maybe I’ll give IRC a chance again sometime in the future….maybe.

LIAR LIAR CHEETOS ON FIRE

So I just found out my friend has Tuberculosis.  Which is deadly right?  Well not in her case, see she has this dormant, non-contagious form of it that really doesn’t do anything but impede her from getting a job, though that could be bad but still.

Anyway….So I’m INCREDIBLY BORED.  Why do I always seem to type away at this silly little website when I am bored?  meeeeeeeeh.

I need to build a widget for Pandora.  I love music.  D:

The meniality of work…

Here I am, sitting here at work, about ready to shoot someone, or at least that’s how I feel inside.   I’m frustrated, I feel so used, so taken advantage of.  I’m tired of working with incompetent co-workers, people who wont even bother to help me put accessories into inventory.  Every time we get accessories in, who  handles them?  Not the others, oh no, it’s always me.  Guh, I’m about ready to hurt one of them.

In other news, I might hang out with Krystal tomorrow after work, whoo.  I’m so bored, I feel like I wake up, get online for an hour or two and then go to work, come home and sleep.  It feels so repetitive and boring, I feel about ready to die!  I can’t wait till I start school, I miss doing things like that, I miss meeting people, I miss learning things.  I miss being me, and right now all I feel like is a zombie, and to be honest…I don’t really care for zombies anymore (except T-Virus).

I’m kind of hungry right now for some reason.  Someone email me some food?

So it has been awhile…

Apparently it has been awhile since I’ve actually bothered to post in this silly thing I like to call a blog.  Oops.  I’ve been busy getting my life in order, and trying to get my work situation actually stabilized.  I’ve finally got a job I’m happy with, which offers me many chances to proceed further in the company, and not be left stagnant as a typical menial employee.

So let’s see, I work for an AT&T Authorized Retailer for wireless service, and to be honest it’s a great job.  It’s something I enjoy immensely, which is way more than I can say for fast food.  I’ve been with the company since the first of November, and I’ve learned a lot, not just about cell phones, but also about how to sell a product and how to handle customers in different situations.

So what else has happened in my ever so interesting life?  I’ve spent way too much time on Gaia, which is a given.  I moderate Dark Neko (as much as possible in my free time), and I work.  I’ve not had a whole list of exciting things happen to me, sad as that seems.

Oh!  I’ve got conventions that I’ll be attending this year!  Listed below will the be the cons, and the dates, feel free to drop me a line if you’ll be at one of them.

•  All-Con 2008;  March 4 - 11
• A -  Kon;  June sometime
• NekoKon;  November sometime

Anyway, that’s all for right now, I promise I’ll try and be more diligent about updating.

I passed V2.0

So I passed the stupid driving class. I made 100% on the stupid exam too. So hopefully tomorrow I’ll be able to go practice driving some more and then take my test on Friday. I’m so nervous. <_<

Anyway shall do a long update soon.

Been awhile

Okay, so yes I know it has been almost two weeks since I’ve last updated but I’ve got real excuse this time! D: -flails arms and hides behind his pillow- I had a deep wound infection last week that was in my knee giving me quite a few problems. It was messing with the muscles in my right leg making it extremely difficult for me to walk or stand. I even had to call in at work because of it.

So anyway, I’m off this week because I’ve gotta go take these classes so I can go get my license. Damnation and hellfire this is going to bother me. I have to take a 6 hour pre-licensing course on Wednesday, have to be there at 8:30am, and then I’ve got to take 6 hours of drive time. Now if that’s not enough I’ve got to SCHEDULE to take my driving test. But I’ve got to have my license or else I wont be able to maintain my job, especially with my primary form of transportation moving back to Texas, minus me.

Anyway, not much else to say right this moment, though I do have a developing story, will share details later. :3